I have one day when I go to America.
I will have gone to Amrica after tomorrow at 3:00.
If I were very positive I would not go to America...
I would not quite school...
do you think the life is "it is no use crying over splite milk"dont you?
I would like to be positive.
I am very tired my life.
But I can not die.
 
夜になると少し気分がいいんだ。
朝起きると憂鬱なんだけどね。